Self Pleasure...

I love touching myself.
In bed, whilst watching T.V, showering, on the computer...
Anywhere...
I cream my pants at the drop of a hat, and about 15 times on an average day...

I throb downstairs more than half the day...
and I find myself either reaching down there, or moving in a way that stimulates me.

I have a problem though.
I can't get anything inside me.
The thought of penetration makes me tense up, subconciously.
I, myself, can manage to get the tip of my middle finger in... whilst in pain!
I've not had anyone elses' body parts in me yet.
Which annoys me.
Self pleasure is one thing, but having someone else do things to you is something else entirely...
It's like tickling...
You just can't tickle yourself...