Monday, September 29, 2008

A month focusing on Religion...

It's officially the end of Ramadhan...
Wahey!

I've spent about two weeks actually starving myself, and the rest of the time, I've managed to sneak food into my ever-hungry gob.
I've not prayed once... (the Salah obligatory prayers; I still chat to God every so often...)
I've not read the Qur'an.. Although, I have started reading the translation this month.
I've not even tried to become a better person.

BUT... I've spent every night of this month having deep discussions about Islam...
and my issues and confusion about it...

Yes, he's biased and he will tell me the horrible stuff about Islam..
but he's the only person doing it!
No one else will tell me... and I'm far too lazy/stupid to find out for myself...

But, I think it's clear from my actions, that I'm not practising.
Unfortunately, I think too many people know.
So, I need to start being "an angel" again.
Oh dear.

...I still don't feel right, though.

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