.Vivid.

I've been having trouble sleeping again.
Not the "staying awake" kind of trouble.
...but the "I sleep, but have terribly vivid dreams and wake up more exahusted" kind.

Saturday night, I dreamt that I was sleeping in Quasi's arm.
...and it felt like I was.
Disappointment has the fist of a Bully.

I even read back a text I sent to 'Modo at 5am.
I have no recollection of writing it.

Last night, I dreamt of many things:
Babies giving birth to twins.
My cousins from Derby.
Working in a nursery, RatBoy waiting in a car for me.
Berg (Two Guys and a Girl fame) hi-fiving me.
Josh Hartnett kissing me tenderly.
..I know!
I didn't even realise I liked Hartnett boy.

Taylor and I playing, like young adolescents at the back of a cinema hall.
Quasi wrapping his arms around me, kissing my forehead.
His smell.
The feel of his Moobs squishing under chin.

I can remember almost every dream I had last night.
They all felt so real.
I can remember the smells, the way things felt.
The way I felt!

...I woke up sweating, exhausted, and found myself wanting to say,
"Gosh, I'm tired, I need some sleep"

But, I just woke up!