Thursday, March 13, 2008

"...and to Him we return..."

She passed away.
After spending nearly a month in ICU, shut away from her family.

The burns were extremely bad. Nothing was left of her back, legs...
Rest in Peace...
I didn't know you too well, actually I couldn't even remember you, but I do know that when I went to your house you'd take care of me, and love me like your little sister.

All this time I had been thinking, at least I'll know who she is this time I go to visit.
God didn't grant me that wish.
....but He saved you from the physical suffering.

I pray that your soul is restful, and that you are in a good place.
I hear that you were a good person.
Even before all this happened, people used to say you were the sister with most patience.

My heart bleeds for my father and my uncle.
Imagine seeing the child you raised pass away before you...

I can't stand to look at my father... My eyes well up.

This year resembles 2005, a lot.
Illnesses, death and financial troubles...

Is it all my fault? Because I'm confused with my beliefs, God is letting all this happen?
I don't know.