My "presenting" -ness...

i feel like i'm stuck in a rut at the moment...
nothing's progressing for me, well, in terms of my "presenting career"...

During the Summer months, i had been getting contacted by lotsa peoples in the media... for different things, from channel 4 for that "meet new friends who share the same interest" show.. the woman for Skins, although she wasn't looking for an asian girl... D.B Media and so on...
but now it just feels like it's stopped... after the trial morning show on community radio...
i know it hasn't even been 3 weeks yet, but i like continuously progressing towards my goals...

I emailed D.B media again, and it seems as if they've forgotten me, although it was THEM who contacted me in the first place... they asked for pictures and contact details... AGAIN!...
argh!!!

I spoke to "Dolphin" at the mela, and he told me to go through Modelling... but, the thing is... even doing what i'm doing now is seen as bad in my parents eyes... if they knew that i was modelling, they'd go mental!
so, that's not even a route i could go through...
the other way he said was through radio...

I got the guy who produces the sunday soundtrack's email address... so i might email him...
Radio-wise, I wanna go into bbc asian network ultimately, but how?! - this might be my way in...
I'm gonna still push on with DB Media though... i mean, look at Mutz Cutz, Jus Bhangra and that chart show thingy on zee music...

i think i DO have the right personality and qualities to go into presenting...
it's a shame, that none of the "VIP" peoples can see it...

I'm gonna try contacting the local BBC Radio; cause they do like an evening a week of asian stuff...
Saadiyah* was offered a job at some channel called DM .. it's a pakistani channel...
i should look around something for me... maybe Channel S???