Take me on a journey...

I've noticed I haven't been "excited" by anyone for the past... year?? maybe longer... let's say since my ex... (which was nearly 2 years ago...)
He might've been a rudeboi wannabe and looked like one of them racoons... ( the one in the middle ) and we hardly ever had an intelligent conversation, if anything he made me dumber - (he made me speak ghetto language and use crude language especially in my mother tongue!) ... but he could get me excited with just just a click of his fingers...
The reason we broke up, was that i wanted MORE than just hickeys and dirty underwear... i wanted a relationship, not someone to do hanky panky with...

But, that doesn't mean that i don't want ANYTHING physical... I'm one horny bitch, most things can make me get that throbbing feeling down under... but i've noticed, i haven't got that feeling from lookin at, speaking to, or thinking about any guys i know...

Most of the time i've been fantasising about celebrities... *blushes*...

Justin Timberlake,
Jay Sean
Owais Khan
...even Omarion! (i never used to find him THAT attractive...wheeww boy!) *blushes*

I just want some one "human" now...

I'm thinking that my quest for "the One" is gettin kinda crappy...

- yea yea, i know i'm only 18 and all... but, if you think about it realistically, i got about 4 years to find him... if not, i'll either end up with a Doctor from back home who i can't understand and is very enthusiastic, maybe even aggressive in the bedroom, or a Doctor from back home who doesn't understand jokes and thinks of bedroom action as dirty...

If you're out there... pleaaaaseeeeee let yourself be known... i don't wanna end up with someone who is dull or someone who is too much!

Not fair, guys can't have "the effect" with me, but i've already made a few guys relate to the following song... Not fair at all!

#...There's something 'bout me that you ought to know
I never felt the need to lose control
Always held on back and played it slow
But not this time

Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me

I'm gonna let you have your way with me
When you move like that,
Its hard to breathe
I never thought that it could be like this
But I was wrong

Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me.

Can't explain it,
How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly.
In slow motion,
My imagination running trying to keep my body still,
I can hardly stand the thrill.

Baby, don't be gentle,
I can handle anything.

Baby,
Take me on a journey.
I've been thinking lately,
I could use a little time alone with you.
Crazy,
Let's do something, maybe.
Please don't take your time,
You got me,
Right where you want me...#